Title: The Way Back to Me
Author: Anne Mercier
Release Date: Feb 22, 2016
She used to be perky, fun, and full of life—everything I hated about girls and their bullshit exterior. People called her bubbly; I called her “fake-as-hell.”
The edgy, dark, lonely girl in front of me was not the Olivia Brennan I knew from high school—far from it, actually. I knew the story—the whole town knew the story, we witnessed it all. It happened in the blink of an eye and the girl we knew was gone.
But I refuse to watch it anymore—I can’t stand it. I’m going to fix it—fix her. It’s time I showed Olivia her way back…
Back to the girl she used to be.
“She really needs to get up. She’s been in that bed for two weeks, Trish,” my dad says to my mom. They’re right outside my door again. I sigh softly.
“Leave her be, Greg. She’s not ready yet.”
“She’s never going to be ready. No one’s ever ready for what she has to face.”
Mom sniffles and I know she’s crying again. I’m so tired of hearing her cry. There’s no reason for her to cry—not because of me. I lived.
I wish I could cry but I can’t. I haven’t cried since I woke up in the hospital. I didn’t cry from the pain of my fractured and broken bones. I didn’t cry at the funeral when I stared down at the lifeless body of my soulmate—the body lying there was unfamiliar—not at all my Danny. I didn’t cry while I struggled on crutches with a fractured rib over the uneven lawn, past all the weathered gravestones signifying just how final death really is.
I didn’t cry when I lost it at the people—strangers—who didn’t know my friends and my love by more than a passing hello stood there crying and carrying on. They didn’t know their favorite color, their favorite food. They didn’t know Danny chewed spearmint gum. They didn’t know Simon kept us laughing. They didn’t know Cassidy was our support system. They didn’t know Phil wasn’t really as shallow as he led everyone to believe.
They. Just. Didn’t. Know.
They didn’t have a right to cry for people they didn’t know—people who weren’t good enough for them while they were alive.
And me? I just couldn’t cry. I didn’t even cry when my parents took me home and I stared at the corkboard filled with photos of me with my friends, me and the love of my life holding one another and laughing—a life that no longer exists. I stared at it for the hour I waited for the cemetery workers to cover the graves of those I love most. Then I went to them with my tequila.
My eyes are locked on that corkboard now and I can only stare mutely.
I don’t want to feel. I don’t want to face a future alone, so I stay in bed and sleep. Sleep is the only friend I have left.
Sleep embraces me and holds me tight, blocking out the pain and grief that would otherwise fill my shattered heart. Sleep enfolds me in a cocoon of nothingness, and nothingness is what I crave.
I was born and raised in Wisconsin and still live here today with my two sons and puppy. (Though one day soon I hope to move to southern California!)
I’m an avid reader who gets inspired by reading the stories from my favorite authors as well as listening to various types of music. I am a huge fan of music, chocolate, fruit, desserts, autumn, M. Shadows, Avenged Sevenfold, and Milo Ventimiglia. Through my books, I am proudly creating new Avenged Sevenfold and Milo Ventimiglia fans one reader at a time.
“The best part of being an author, to me, is being able to take the reader to that one place they long to go when they need to escape reality. Knowing I can do that, for even one reader, makes what I do worthwhile.” ~ Anne Mercier
The Way Back To Me was an emotionally charged. A broken heroine who found her match with the bad boy next door, and of course they had history.
When you lost everything and you’re sinking, how could go back to the way that you used to be? The answer : a troubled bad boy, with a lot of determination, possessive and very persuasive.
The catch? They can’t stand each other.
From the beginning, things were complicated between Cameron and Olivia.She used to be perky, fun, full of life. The good girl, the good friend, she was in love with her best friend. One night, she lost everything.
Cameron was the opposite, bad boy, broody, womanizer and not falling for her at all. She was pissing him off, thinking she was “fake”.
When they meet after some years, it wasn’t love at first sight, but more I love you/I hate you. Never standing when she was bullied by Cameron in high school, she changed and not for the best. Definitely not the girl he used to know, he couldn’t help to push her, to challenge her no matter what.
I really enjoyed the foreplay and banter between the main character. Olivia’s tragedy was so painful and gut-wrenching. The story of a girl who was drowning and trying to live again and got a second chance at love was well written.
Cameron was a very complex character, full of anger and violence. Olivia awoke in him such feelings he’d never felt, but our guy there was obviously in denial and but was trying to get her back, the girl she was before. A very long road full of pitfalls, between hot and cold behavior, sexual tension, jealousy, my head was spinning.
Actually, Olivia’s tragedy changed her but thanks to a very persistent Cameron, he found a way to get her back to him, and it was poignant and tough, with a great blend of sweet and swooning moments. And don’t forget the hottest ones too, because there was a hell of a chemistry between them.
I read ‘The Way back to Me’ so fast; a great storyline, foreplay, angst, and some great characters.
I felt, I swooned,Cameron and Olivia’s story moved me and when things were going great after all she’s been through … BAM … Something’s coming up and left me hanging on … Next book please!!
*** My rating ***